The Most Painful Dream Ever. -Not Story-

Last week I had a dream which was so painful to see...I saw myself for months while I was a spirit myself and saw myself getting hit by a car while working. It was an experience I didn't like to see, after that I was fully healed up I got beat up by my dad again...Everything..Just everything happened again, I actually wished that never happened. After that I got myself into a fight with 5 guys that randomly attacked me on the street. A month later I was at some friends party where they actually fed me drunk...And even came online to shout at my friends, offending them in ways I didn't remember at the time that I became sober. But now it was different, I just saw everything I said... And I'm so sorry for that guys...Vladiass, Selzyr, Megabine , Yellow, Zooey...I still had to watch myself for the weeks that came and went.....After that I thought it was done...I saw something else, that didn't happen yet....And how it looks for me now, that thing really is going to happen to me...